I uncovered one of my unconscious today. so I was chatting with a friend and he was surprised that I was okay with taking public transportation because he thought I was a spoiled brat. I guess I can't blame those who don't know me well, but it made me realize that I always had a fear of being labeled as such. For some reason, I always think that I'm unworthy of anything. But when I talk to my mom about it, she would always encourage me to do whatever I want and not care about everything else cause, as she always tells me, I deserve it. You know what? Maybe I do. I'm an independent being. I'm a normal, functioning being who can do everything I need to do by myself. Even if I can't, I'll find a way around it. I'm not dependent on others in whatever I do. I take care of my own expenses. I don't go whining for allowance or begging for this and that. I can do what I do because I worked hard for it, alright? Studying full-time while taking up two part-time jobs for all these years gotta pay off. Okay, I don't know where I'm getting at but I guess I just can't stand the fact of being judged while all my hard work and effort goes down the drain. Whatever, why should I even care? Truth prevails over everything.

Okay, I'm done rambling and will get into terms with myself soon :)