Appointment

"Heaven is open. God is speaking. You're not here by chance. It's not a cushy place, but it's a place appointed by God."

Father, are you trying to speak to me through today's sermon? If this is Your will, so be it. Although I made up my mind to accept your divine arrangement long before everything fell into place, there seem to be a tiny voice deep in my heart begging to differ. God, have you heard that scream that I've been trying to suppress? Are you trying to reassure me that I'm ascending the right hill of God?

and while I worship You, while my heart's filled with Your overflowing love, God You spoke. You know everything about me, Father. You've seen what I've been struggling so hard with and You acnowledge it, o Lord. It's only with Your strength that I can do anything. If this is Your will, I will obey.