sighs. I've been really happy and content these days. Not because problems are drifting away, but cause I'm learning to love life as it is. There's still a lot of chaos going on, but I feel so blessed to be living :) ah, and the discovery of new music makes me feel very much alive!
Anyhow, I was talking to a friend tonight and got really sentimental (even before leaving!) Aaaah! It's starting to hit me that I'm leaving this place for good too soon! Despite all negativity, I know I'm gonna miss Hawaii. "Forever" can be a scary thought, and to think that I'll never see some of my friends ever again! How can that be? I was thinking deeply into this matter and realize that as much as I love this place, even if I could magically erase all negativity, this isn't the place for me. As much as I'll miss Hawaii, I'd still have to move on.
and and and! for the first time, I'm listening to my heart, turning daydreams into reality! AH, the excitement ♥
1 comment:
Awww Chrystalle I'm going to miss you. But Europe won't be the end for us :)
it must be hard to have two or more homes. and yes, listen to your heart :)
by the way, how are you so good with computers? haha how did you get that bear to play music? awesome!!
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