Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Wish

Honestly, I should be satisfied with my life. I have everything I could ever ask for. But somehow, there's a tiny little sorrow tugging the corner of my heart. I can't explain it, yet I can't deny it. I've been trying to suppress it, to ignore it, but it wouldn't go away. Ah, what should I do. Even if I were given a wish, I wouldn't know what to wish for.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Nostalgia

I hold on to a small wish that maybe one day when I get married, I'll go back to Hawaii for my honeymoon! But these days, I've been hoping to visit way before that.

I miss the island that I grew up at. I miss the burning sun, the soft wind. I miss the ocean and the mountains. I miss walking. I miss theBus, espeically 1 and 58. I miss Waikiki. I miss Kahala Beach. I miss clean toilets and theaters. I miss getting Yogurtland after school and Jamba Juice during work break. I miss Dippin Dots. I miss sleepovers. I miss sliding down spiral staircases in a sleeping bag. I miss pool parties. I miss fitting a floatie boat in a pool. I miss water balloon fights. I miss Cherisse and Traci. I miss hanging out at parking lots late at night cause we don't know where to go. I miss wearing pretty floral dresses to work. I miss working with little kids. I miss pandora.com. I miss google.com. I miss shakas. I miss wearing sweaters. I miss my David and Goliath boxers. I miss AE undies. I miss monthly scary movie nights with Gina. I miss watching Boy Meets World or just talking about nonesense with my roomie on sleepless nights. I miss studying at Barnes and Noble. I miss Victoria's Secret's lotion. I miss Bath and Body's hand sanitizer. I miss spam musubis. I miss Leonard's malasadas. I miss eurotrip planning with Jackie during lunch time. I miss ordering chicken summer rolls but switching for a shrimp summer roll with Shari at Balle. I miss Aloha Friday. I miss flowers. I miss hanging out at Kahala Mall till midnight. I miss visiting Gina at Banana. I miss trying out new cafes with Jade. I miss red Falcons and green Warriors. I miss marching band. I miss Christmas. I miss 808. I miss that piece of rock in the middle of nowhere!

What I'm trying to say is... I miss HAWAII! <3

05:23

There are just some times when there are so much thoughts in your head, that when you toss and turn in the middle of the night, you're struck by one of them and become wide awake. Ah... sleepless nights.